Still not getting any.

I would never imagine my life at a turning point right now. When my future dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption. When everything else cease to matter. When i wish i have the power to turn back the clock and redo everything just to make it close to perfection. But if i were to do just that, then what's the point of living? Because then, i would have nothing to learn from. No pieces left behind for me to pick up.